Thursday 1 April 2010

April 1

The weather is gorgeous right now- high 70s, sunny, and all around amazing. My tulips are coming up. My home is sort of organized. I have most of my stack of paperwork under control. I have an amazing husband and the cutest boy in the world. But, today, I am sad. April 1 is one of those Leah days, and wow, I miss her.

Nothing changes that.

The pain has dulled. It isn't fresh or cutting, but it aches. On days like today, it aches more.

2 comments:

Jim and April said...

praying for you today my bloggy friend! I dont know exactly what your feeling since I never had to bury my four but I still have many moments such as my first child we lost who would have turned 4 on April 7

Chelsea Lee said...

for me too amy. i think about leah on april 1st and even though its nothing close to what you and jeff feel, i want you to know her little life touched a lot of people, me included. april 1st will always be a leah day for me. i love you lots and lots!